Happy Birthday Bae!
I can NOT explain to you all how much I miss my boyfriend. When I tell you the sweetest, most understanding, soft spoken, loving, warm heart and kind spirited man that I have ever had the pleasure of loving, I mean JUST THAT!
Life still hasn’t been the same with out him and I know it never will. It sucks when all you have is memories to hold on to. But I cherish every last one and I think about him all the time.
I decided to do a pop up surprise visit on his mommy, sister & niece for his birthday weekend. Now if you know me then you know I HATE wearing heels so I don’t care to dress up because usually it requires shoes that hurt your feet! It felt good to get all dressed up for bae! They had a nice dinner party and honored him.
Did I mention, it was my very first time being in the snow for real for real besides the fake snow we would go see up in Big Bear and it was definitely another bitter sweet moment. I even took Joy with me.
When I tell you that Detroit weather ain’t no joke, BAYBEE I AIN’T NEVER BEEN THAT COLD IN MY LIFE!!
The family was surprised to see me and I told my niecey pooh Makena that I was coming and to not tell them and she made sure she kept it a secret!
A Message To My Love Angel 📝
Baby I miss you like crazy, I think about you, I smile, I cry, I get angry, I cry all over and I just say to myself, I really hope and pray that I see you again someday! I miss talking to you, I miss laughing with you, I miss smoking with you, I miss our FaceTime calls, and I just miss being able to share any and everything with you. Crazy how we have created so many memories from our trip to Arizona, to Jamaica, me coming to Detroit to visit you and you coming here to see me in LA, me visiting you when you lived in Miami! Dang we got a cool lol track record! I be so sad and lonely without you now!
I know you’d want me to find happiness and love, but it just hasn’t happened quite yet and I will never ever stop loving you! I LOVE YOU AND WILL FOREVER MISS YOU!! #FOREVERTOGETHER
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN HEAVEN BABY!!!! WE MISS YOU DOWN HERE ON EARTH!!!
